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容貌My Expanding Face

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by 太宰 治 · Dazai Osamu

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Dazai hilariously laments his expanding face and the insults it brings.

About this text

A humorous and self-deprecating essay about the author's increasingly large face and the social implications of having a big face, with a memorable encounter at a bar.

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私わたしの顔かおは、このごろまた、一回ひとまわり大おおきくなったようである。もとから、小ちいさい顔かおではなかったが、このごろまた、一回ひとまわり大おおきくなった。美男びなん子こというものは、顔かおが小ちいさくきちんとまとまっているものである。顔かおの非常ひじょうに大おおきい美男びなん子こというのは、あまり実例じつれいがないように思おもわれる。想像そうぞうすることも、むずかしい。顔かおの大おおきい人ひとは、すべてを素直すなおにあきらめて、「立派りっぱ」あるいは「荘厳そうごん」あるいは「盛観せいかん」ということを心掛こころがけるよりほかに、仕様しようがないようである。浜口はまぐち雄幸ゆうこう氏しは、非常ひじょうに顔かおの大おおきい人ひとであった。やはり美男びなん子こではなかった。けれども、盛観せいかんであった。荘厳そうごんでさえあった。容貌ようぼうについては、ひそかに修養しゅうようしたこともあったのだろうと思おもわれる。私わたしも、こうなれば、浜口はまぐち氏しになるように修養しゅうようするよりほかないと思おもっている。顔かおが大おおきくなると、よっぽど気きをつけなければ、人ひとに傲慢ごうまんだと誤解ごかいされる。
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Source

This text comes from Aozora Bunko (青空文庫), the volunteer-run library of Japanese writing that is out of copyright. See this work on Aozora Bunko

Base edition (底本): 「太宰治全集11」筑摩書房
1999(平成11)年3月25日初版第1刷発行

Typed in by 小林繁雄. Proofread by 阿部哲也.

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What you'll learn

The author reflects on his growing face, compares himself to a large-faced historical figure, and recounts a humiliating encounter at a bar where a woman insults his appearance and teeth.

Language difficultyAdvanced · 70/100

Key vocabulary

一回ひとまわりa turn; a round; here: a size larger
美男子びなんしhandsome man
荘厳そうごんsolemn; majestic
傲慢ごうまんarrogance
窮きゅうするto be at a loss; to be in a dilemma

Grammar points you'll meet

  • ~たことがある N5Indicates past experience of doing something.
  • ~という N4Means 'called' or 'saying that'; used to define or quote.
  • ~さえ~ N3Even; emphasizes an extreme case.
  • ~よりほかない N1No choice but to; only way is to.

Cultural notes

  • 浜口雄幸 (Hamaguchi Osachi)A Japanese politician who served as Prime Minister in 1929-1931. Known for his large face and stern demeanor, which Dazai references as a model of dignity.
  • 新宿 (Shinjuku)A major commercial and entertainment district in Tokyo. In Dazai's time, it was a lively area with many bars and restaurants, setting for the anecdote.
  • 美男子 (Handsome Man) IdealsIn Japan, the ideal of a handsome man often includes a small, well-proportioned face. Dazai humorously contrasts his large face with this standard.

Try a comprehension question

What does the author say about people with large faces?

  1. They should aim for dignity and grandeur.
  2. They should work on making their faces smaller.
  3. They are always misunderstood as arrogant.
  4. They cannot be handsome.
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Sensei's reading tip

Pay attention to the self-deprecating humor in the author's tone, which is a common feature of Japanese 'I-novels' (私小説).

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